Expectations

January 30-February 3,2017

Checking of our 3rd quarter exam. I feel so nervous especially in reading in writing I thought that I didn't pass the exam because when it announce that only few passed in the exam, I thought I belong to whom that failed in exam. I'm so happy that I pass the exam almost all subject I pass, two subjects failed. But I will wait for the releasing of cards it just only my expectation that I will got line of 7 in three subject. Accept all the result don't force my self to do everything even I can't. I will not blame my self if I got line of 7, I just do my best that I can do.

I'm so thankful and happy that I got to reward in "Reading and Writing". I didn't expect that I will got two rewards. But it feel me better because I know that I improve or somebody seems me that I improve. I'm so speechless when I know that I'm the most improvement in "Reading and Writing". As I know to my self that I'm not good in English like how to pronounce words and to write essays, especially in grammar, I know that I'm not good in English. I just say to my self don't judge your self, if think that you don't improve others will saw it. No comment that's all. Thank you for everything this day. And thank's to our God.

When I post my all my rewards in "Reading and Writing", I feel mix emotion because my cousins, my aunt and my other teacher's when I was in grade 10 greeted me congratulation. I don't know why my tears easily fell down maybe because still I didn't accept that I improve and I really change my self to be a good girl for the future of my son and to return all the sacrifices of my mother by finishing schooling and to find job. All the greetings that I read give me more inspiration to keep it up what I did.