DISAPPOINTED

February 6-10,2017

I don't want to keep to dissatisfaction to my friends because I'm so afraid to be alone. I think that I'm so bless that I have a friends like them. Because every time we lose hope for something every one we cheer-up each other. They say that we can do it, think positive, we will help you and etc. In just a project that I never finish it everything change. And as I observe when they need my help I help them but when I need their help no one help me. If could I choice six of them only 1 or 2 that I can say they or she's my friend.  But now I feel so disappointed. I never expect their attitude, I thought that I already found real friends. Sometimes I made mistake to them but I never lied to them and I accept all my mistake and I ask apologize to them, I say SORRY. 

I don't know what to do now. I don't want to hide my feeling that I so disappointed to them and I have dissatisfaction to them. I want to cry what happening's right now. Mix emotion.

We talk already what the problem and we solve it. Even everything is fine now I feel some awkward in our action sometimes we laugh together but sometimes I feel there is still some problem with us. And all my doubt to my friends now I make it proof because of there action. But I'm still with them, I just say to my self I will obey it with God and I know there is no problem with me. I talk to them and I ask what the problem or they have a problem with they no. The important is I made all the way to solve the problem and I don't hide something with them.