Blessed

February 27-March 3,2017

   We attended concert last Sunday,February 26,2017 at Good Samaritan Nursing Home. When I saw lola's and lolo's there I remember my grandpa in our province. My grandpa right now have a disease, he's going in and out in hospital because of his disease. He got the disease from the smoking because he was teenager he can finish 2 packs of cigarettes in one day. I cried when one of the grandma wants to went home to her family but right know they found the family of grandma. 

   I feel blessed because I have everything, I'm with my family but other children they are in foundation or orphanages. I can do what I want and I go to school. It feel's me happy because even we gave in a little help it feel's great. I promise to my self if a have a work and receive big income I will help like them. It will include to my book list to do someday. Starting April 2019 I start all my plans and giving time to visit foundation and orphanages it will be included, maybe if ever I make a group for it. We must thankful what we have know, we take care and love our family and must of all help other people even in just a simple way.

FieldTrip2017 (Subic and Pampanga)

February 20-24,2017

    

 I thought that I can go to our education tour because of the accident in Tanay, Rizal. But according to the news the students got panic when the driver said that the break of the bus is not working. The students got panic and shouting inside the bus instead to keep there self safe they panic and they don't know what to do. Driver did bump the bus to the electric post that they can't fall into the cliff. The lesson to it is if you know that something will bad happen to you don't panic think or plan what to do that you can be safe.

     Our tour was less because of the long road trip but I'm so thankful that our team building was not continue because there is a obstacle that so high, when I saw it I want ti return in our cottage because I'm afraid in high. Also our swimming time was only in a few minutes but we just have fun even in a short time.

     I discover in BRP (Barko ng Republika ng Pilipinas that we our lacking of materials for the survey under the sea surface. They not Navy and also not a Coast Guard, they are the who gave information into the Navy and to the Coast guard. The speaker said to us that he hope that one of us can make a database or equipment for the survey under the sea surface.That we don't need to buy an equipment to the abroad. and to save money.

     I hope that one of us can make a database or an equipment for the Ventura and Namria people who work in BRP.

Heart Heart Week

February 13-17,2017

 

        Happy Valentine's to all. I should celebrate my valentine's with my beloved son but I have a class. Maybe tomorrow we can celebrate valentine's in a simple celebration. Mostly I don't celebrate valentine's, for me it just an ordinary day.

       In our school we have a short activity or program. We have a different booth like pusuan booth, harana booth, message booth, photo booth and jail booth. I like the pusuan booth because here I can know how's teacher more votes from the student's. But the student they most enjoy in jail booth and harana booth. But I'm so happy that all teacher's appreciate my gift to them. Because for me the gift that I gave is for saying thank you to them for all there sacrifices. I hope that someday I'll became a teacher also.

      Celebrating a valentine's day is not only for a couple people. We can celebrate valentine's with our family, relatives, cousins, or friends, so we should not got jealous to the couple people that celebrating a valentine's. Instead of being got jealous to them you most be happy to celebrate your valentine's with you mom. Why? Because our mom not stop loving to us and taking good care to our. If I only have my own money I'll celebrate my valentines with my mom everywhere she want. I promise to my self that if I have A job and having an income I'll do it for my mom. We should thank also our mom/dad for all there sacrifices.

DISAPPOINTED

February 6-10,2017

I don't want to keep to dissatisfaction to my friends because I'm so afraid to be alone. I think that I'm so bless that I have a friends like them. Because every time we lose hope for something every one we cheer-up each other. They say that we can do it, think positive, we will help you and etc. In just a project that I never finish it everything change. And as I observe when they need my help I help them but when I need their help no one help me. If could I choice six of them only 1 or 2 that I can say they or she's my friend.  But now I feel so disappointed. I never expect their attitude, I thought that I already found real friends. Sometimes I made mistake to them but I never lied to them and I accept all my mistake and I ask apologize to them, I say SORRY. 

I don't know what to do now. I don't want to hide my feeling that I so disappointed to them and I have dissatisfaction to them. I want to cry what happening's right now. Mix emotion.

We talk already what the problem and we solve it. Even everything is fine now I feel some awkward in our action sometimes we laugh together but sometimes I feel there is still some problem with us. And all my doubt to my friends now I make it proof because of there action. But I'm still with them, I just say to my self I will obey it with God and I know there is no problem with me. I talk to them and I ask what the problem or they have a problem with they no. The important is I made all the way to solve the problem and I don't hide something with them. 

Expectations

January 30-February 3,2017

Checking of our 3rd quarter exam. I feel so nervous especially in reading in writing I thought that I didn't pass the exam because when it announce that only few passed in the exam, I thought I belong to whom that failed in exam. I'm so happy that I pass the exam almost all subject I pass, two subjects failed. But I will wait for the releasing of cards it just only my expectation that I will got line of 7 in three subject. Accept all the result don't force my self to do everything even I can't. I will not blame my self if I got line of 7, I just do my best that I can do.

I'm so thankful and happy that I got to reward in "Reading and Writing". I didn't expect that I will got two rewards. But it feel me better because I know that I improve or somebody seems me that I improve. I'm so speechless when I know that I'm the most improvement in "Reading and Writing". As I know to my self that I'm not good in English like how to pronounce words and to write essays, especially in grammar, I know that I'm not good in English. I just say to my self don't judge your self, if think that you don't improve others will saw it. No comment that's all. Thank you for everything this day. And thank's to our God.

When I post my all my rewards in "Reading and Writing", I feel mix emotion because my cousins, my aunt and my other teacher's when I was in grade 10 greeted me congratulation. I don't know why my tears easily fell down maybe because still I didn't accept that I improve and I really change my self to be a good girl for the future of my son and to return all the sacrifices of my mother by finishing schooling and to find job. All the greetings that I read give me more inspiration to keep it up what I did. 

EXAM DAY

January 23-27,2017

I promise to my self that I will pass all subjects examination. I read or browse my notes in advance, all the reviewer that our teachers gave I read it also. Every time our subject teacher post the lessons and reviewer I'll don'y miss it I downloaded it immediately. Because every time the quarter exam I always says to my self that I have to pass the exam, for all the sacrifices of my mother and for the future of my beloved son. If last 1st semester in 1st quarter I failed that I got line of 7, I promise to that for the left quarter I'll never get line of 7. But I think it will not happen because I think that I can get line of 7 for this quarter in three subjects. Most important is I do my best, I don't give-up and I trust my self. I hope my mom will accept or will be happy what matter is the result of exam. 

Social Media

January 16-20,2017

I promise to my self this year to limit using social media but I feel that I can't do it.I'm already addicted using social media.Last few years I addicted using cellphone for texting or calling friends but right now it change.I'm not already loaded my cellphone I just load if I need to text for the important thing or to go somewhere.

Mostly I post or shared in social media about what I'm doing,where to go, or shared about my problem. I'm using social media for posting because it feels me better when I shared especially when I have a problem.Not totally details about my problem but I just post what I feel just like that. 

Somebody told us that using social media for non-sense someday look at you is crazy.Because if you feel that it good to post in social media but for somebody it's not good.It just say that why are you posting like that it well be seen to the everyone.I realize that limit posting in social media, think hundred times before you post because it will affect to you. Starting that day I erase all my post not totally all because of the connection  it so slow but if I have time I will erase all of it. I say to my self I will not post anymore about my personal thing. Limit using social media.

PROUD

January 9-10,2017

I feel so proud to my self when I finish my program in our "Programming Formulating" subject. Be having a long patient to your work you will finish it correctly it like you won in a lotto you made it by your self. Most important is you have to fucos and study well what you are doing especially making program. You have to understand the codes you are writting because if mistake a little bit it will not run so you have to be careful making a program. 

Knowing something new is feel me better especially when you want to hear it from your mom but you know it from the others. But it's good feeling because you know that you did right thing and you know  that someday proud of what you did. I hope that I heard it from my mom someday that she's proud of me. I'll do my best that my mom she's proud of me and I don't lose hope to hear from her.

Plans and Changes For This 2017

January 2-6,2017

I hope all of this I can make it.

CHANGES:

• Ø  More focus in studies.
• Ø  More time with my baby.
• Ø  Limit using social media.
• Ø  Balance studies and non-sense things.
• Ø  Control my emotion.
• Ø  Don’t be lazy.
• Ø  No diet.
• Ø  Don’t waste time.

PLANS:

•       Start teaching to my baby like counting numbers, memories alphabet, and etc.
•       Bonding with my baby and family during weekend or free day.
•       Make my grade high, no line of 7.

Last Week of the Year or Last Week of December

December 26-30,2016

It was a fast day past even someday became not good to us it was a blessing to us that were still here and will celebrate the new year. For all the mistake in this year it will be the guide to us to make correct for the 2017. Even someday that we almost lose hope for our life were still face it because they say's that it was not easy to get the success without working it hard or sacrifices. And it was another challenge to us to face the another struggle for this coming new year. But we ill try our best to be strong what ever will happen. Think positive and don't lose hope God is always their to guide us.

 I'm so very happy that all my wish for x.mas and this new year that we will celebrate it together with our mom, it was a happy ending for 2016. We hope that 2017 will be good to our family and to everyone. To end for this year I would like to thank God for everything that he gave to us and keeping us safe. We hope that he might answer our all prayers and wishes.